He is still bitter about it. And that's completely understandable. I don't know why I ended up laughing at his frustration. Probably because I understood his pain.
Angry. Heartbroken. Betrayed. Disappointed.
Weird as it is, I'm glad the way things turned out. I must admit though, I wish I had done some things differently.
I was so stupid. All this time I was completely delusional thinking we were rekindling something we had in the past. My friend warned me about you multiple times. I was in denial the entire time. It took me years to finally come to a realization that you were not the one after all. What a goddamn joke.
Somehow I cannot bring myself to hate you though. Even after tampering my feelings and using me... I feel like I would not find closure unless I forgave you and accepted what has already happened.
The moral of the story is, the future holds happiness if you allow yourself to move on. Holding grudges will only hinder that.
Forgive and forget.
Cheers to a new beginning.
